and the fan is covered in it…

So the response was nothing I could have imagined in my wildest dreams. Apparently, my family thinks I am in need of anti-depressants. Yep. I am delusional and bi-polar.
So, yeah, it went pretty much nowhere. I talked it out with my parents and by the end of the night, I was [...]

Pushing against the stone

Today I wrote a rather intense, rather wordy email to my mother. In detail, I expressed my frustration at our relationship and tried to explain that I don’t hate her guts, but can’t be around her under the present circumstances. How do you think its going to go over? The only [...]

I know…I know…. I suck…and will probably continue to do so..

Too much going on now. Lets see… Shane asked me to marry him on April 10th. We signed a contract to build a house on the 11th. Moved out of our apartment at the end of May (end of the lease) and have since been shacking up in [...]

The Calm After the Storm

As Christmas has passed, and the decorations put away, I have decided to put a little more effort into writing. These last 2 years have been fairly void of news, and I miss having something I can read to remind me of fun thoughts and events.
This Christmas was great. Shane decided to get started on [...]

La Dee Dah Girl

About a week ago, a gal I work with handed over a $100 gift certificate to a Day Spa she had won in a drawing awhile ago.  She explained that the expiration date was looming and that her schedule just didn’t allow her to take advantage of the money.
 
What a wonderful gift!  I haven’t [...]

that was fast….

Yeah, i blew it already didnt I? lol   My only defense is that I took the day off yesterday and my whole schedule  has been screwed up.
Today I have  a dentist appointment.  Blah.. I want to cancel it. I hate the dentist….
On  a happy note.  November is here..and I know most of you hate to [...]

One quick word…..

NaBloPoMo
Its can’t bleeve its upon us again! Thanks to Barefoot Belle I am now signed up and are ready for another go. Last year I failed miserably..hopefully the few people (2?) will be able to keep me motivated. I will try if you will!!!
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I gotcha update right heayah

We mended the relationship.   Sorry for the silence..Im just happy and works been picking up to boot.
Yeah, he chose me!!!   He wouldn’t have a problem trying for our own family.   It turns out that camping for 3 days makes us very poor communicators.  After a few hours of conversation, we were able [...]

waiting

Two days ago Shane and I had the beginnings of “the talk”.  The one where we discuss our future and if he is willing to do the parent thing with me.  See, Shane had a vasectomy about 6 years ago, after his 4th child was born.  I found out about said surgery about 3 months [...]

a little uncertainty

Well, Shane and I have been dating for over a year now.  We spend almost every hour outside of work and sleep together.
The schedule has consisted of me getting off work at 5.  We inevitably go house searching, stay at his place and watch tv/movies, or take in a drive.  I leave his place about [...]